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Pinkcess!![]() LOVE ♥
*Money? *driving when i know the route *Freedom *Expressing myself *Who i am *Friends who love me *Watching tv with mum *Dining with my whole family *Weekends with him *listening to students laughters HATE;
*Naggings from Family and Friends *being bully and not able to defend alone *driving when i don't know the route *being sleepy every single day *work *jogging yet needed to *being in a difficult situation WISH ♥
*much more successful career than my current one *for a change in my blurness and dumbness *for money to drop from the sky ( which i know is impossible but it's my WISH) *to chill out with every friends i know yet spend equal time with family *a trip to taiwan *a trip to Japan *a trip to korea *a trip to London *to score well for examinations *to lead a better life NOT HECTIC LIFE *to go for a spa every month *for a makeup lesson *for a facial treatment *to free my eyes from contact lens *not to be too emotion |
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 9:36 PM
3 weeks to exam, 2 weeks to KL trip and 1 week to Jg's army training for about a month............ *sigh* Must time really has to go so fast? God, i'm freaking 22 this year. I starting to miss my teenage life but i'm gonna look forward to further challenges ahead! (Just like one that i just faced 1/2 hour ago. )- This is the first time i reason out hell lots of things with a tutor. I'm freaking afraid inside yet i can't let my fear overpower me. I hope the matter will be resolve. I can't get myself back to my lecture's notes. I've completed revision for the chpt 1 of Micro lab related facts. This wk gonna to prepare myself for another round of exam next Monday.- My lab exam. Following week, Biochem lab exam and the next, Final Exam. My next 3 years will definiately be in such way. Exam. exam more exam. Worst i could think of is presentations and report essay writtings. If the world has no comparsion, then i guess people will life in much harmony and with great satisfaction. Everyone could be happier. Another 2 hours to midnight 12 and when it strikes, it's dear's bday!!!!! Anyway, we just won a victory.=) Great Couple! Serious matters that came between us. I hope like today, we solve it together. With each other's cooperation. Having good relations is always an advantage. ok byebye. ![]()
Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 10:27 PM
Godness. It's 10 30 and i'm not asleep yet. I'm tired!!!! LOL Slept 2 hours plus for my first night stay at JG's 21st advance bday chalet. 2nd night luckily i got to slp the whole 8 hours. ^^ But the air con damn COLD~~~~ shivers. But still i felt not enough. I sat 2 hours lessons listening to the lecturer going :" okay. so this is...." Tml i'm gonna hit the gym floor again. After like slacking for weeks. I make sure i gym at least twice a week? enough? =< getting plumper although on the brighter side, i still lose little weight this year but this is not notice by bf nor any close friends. argh. Only Clement notice huh? LOL!!!!! or you are just trying to make me happy.? Starting to get inferior about myself liao. My confidence level on myself drops after the tags of my drunk look. I myself feel disgusted. ALAMAK! I vow not to be DRUNK! ;( The snow had stopped snowing since??? i dunno. But it somehow set as a reminder that changes that have taken place wouldn't wait for you to notice it. It just changed gradually. I'm so afraid that i couldn't adapt to the changes. Just like the snow. DAMN cold de lor. In singapore damn hot. Throw me to North pole, can't adapt then die.=xJust random thoughts? ![]()
Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @ 2:11 PM
Skipped 5 chapters and i'm in a lost after listening online =x I keep hearing : " okay this. look at here, here and here." But i can only hear it but not see it online. Thus, i can't understand a single thing! JIA LAT!!! This is the most Jia lat module i've ever took. What's wrong with me man. =< ![]()
Thursday, October 8, 2009 @ 12:06 AM
I just couldn't get to sleep! It's 12:07 a.m now and i'm wide awake. I didn't slp alot today neither did i drink coffee. New module have just started 2 weeks ago and i haven't get a grip on it. =x Just couldn't concentrate for some reason. FOCUS is the word yet i couldn't help diverting my attention to something more interesting. - making more money. LOL! How can world goes around without that and yet i heard things like :" be contented with what you have." , " you don't need so much money to be happy" etc. I tried very hard to agree with the statements for these years and truth kinda slapped me hard now. This difficult year and years to come. *sigh* why should i fall into this category of : NOT ENOUGH Stress with studies la! The only thing that pushes me through the exam is yet again.-MONEY. To have paid so much, still Flare my work??? nonononoNO~ i couldn't bear to let this happen. Okay! I should push myself further to do well ^^ Get Certificate and can make more money?Discuss. LOL! Just Random. My birthday just ended like a week ago? LOL!!!!! I didn't remember how i spend my birthday on last Thursday. Oh ya! Colleague celebrated my birthday with a surprise cake! LOL!!!! Really surprised. Thank you guyz! Other than that i didn't remember anything except for the work and studies at night. Friday was much better cuz i recieved really beautiful gift from friends. They're really sweet. I nearly cried la! But i stopped myself ^^ The next day, Dear treated me to Sushi. whahhaha!! YUMMY!!!!!! LOL! He was busy with his bday celebration this end of month. Hope he has a great bday party!!! ^^ Ok that's all. All the best to those taking PSLE and N level. A-zha! ![]()
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 @ 11:08 AM
woot! Just been back from Malacca on Sunday. Nice Outing! ^^ After the exam, i've a nice short trip. My Parents and my bestie. Ah! Exam! Finally it's over and i've a few days break from school. Damn difficult la the exam but then i've tried my best and i didn't expect too much. A Credit will do please. * Praying hard* Recently i've changed my phone and so most of my contacts remains missing. -_- Couldn't even contact some of my friends. But anyway it's okay. LOL cuz i believe friends will somehow msg me then i'll have to say :" sorry, who are you? lost my contact" So if you recieved this msg, pardon me k. It's not because i don't know you but then i really lost the contacts. Work been more or less the same except i've more things to account for. Aiya, i don't really wanna work already. It's really f meaningless. That pathethic pay but i know i can't drop that. Not anytime too soon cuz of the year end bonus plus i need the paycheck for my school fees. I hate to working for money yet at this moment, not much choice. From this month onwards to the end of November, me and dear could see us having little time together. However, i've never given up on little chance to spend time together. I'm taking leave on Monday! yeah! I'm good right? LOL I dunno how you feel but i'm sure you couldn't help but accept the plan that has been path for you and me. ( My work, your NS) Ps: really hope this year end in a good way and not what i've thought few weeks ago ![]()
Friday, September 4, 2009 @ 11:13 PM
Another short break from books and books. I think i'm really Miss Bookworm. Just taken test 2 on Monday and next week? Another test. Last test though followed by EXAM. I'm going nuts with the tight schedule. Worst of all, i'm dealing with the module : genetics which kills much of my brain cells. I just wish i can pass it. I do not want to repeat!!!!! hmmm~ Students sitting for their important examination this year and this brought me much other factors too. Anyway, that didn't affect me big time as they're doing well =) My only hope is they can do better! As for my new students i taught only this year. I really hope i can help pull through the final examinations. OKay~ 2 weeks to my final. Jia you! and JIa you to those who're sitting for exams soon. Those we didn't have any examinations. Lucky you. ![]()
Thursday, August 20, 2009 @ 10:57 PM
My god! My test one isn't a good one. I've done lots of mistakes here and there. Hopefully i can still pass =< I'm tired i'm Tired!!!!!!! Too tired to continue my studies next few days. I've alot of things coming up at work ( VERY SOON) and my next test is like... Right after next week again?!!!!! MONDAY 31st AUG. How can i prepare for it man. Time is not waiting for me. It always don't. Anyway, i don't see any future right now. I'm so wanna get out of it like NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ![]() |